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| oops |
| 07.26.04 (12:02 pm) [edit] |
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Well, this should be my official last blog here. I got my site up so now I can blog there or at my forums so this place is pretty much usless as no one checks is pretty much and it's a waste of boomspeed space. =P Oops. But I'm not gonna delete it cuz I MIGHT use it later like if my site is on hiatus. Sorry, I'm got not a big blog person, I'd rather blab about my personal life where I can get feedback. Blah. Soooo...just telling you. Wish the rest of my time in PA here good! I'm suppose to go shopping soon...
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| wear a name |
| 07.18.04 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
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| elucity |
| 07.17.04 (10:45 am) [edit] |
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| Hit the floor |
| 07.16.04 (12:48 pm) [edit] |
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Here's a little update on my life 1)I'm finally single again 2)I'm going shopping at 5:30 3)I'm listening to Linkin Park: Meteora which I finally got and is completely awsome and the song I'm listening to currently which is totally double cool with knobs is in my title 4)I discovered some british lingo from my british cousin who in return I had to intro to my hot neighbor who she completely longed to snog which I found very naff. Gross. 5)I love calling people gormless po-faced oik prats who were homogenized by milk which I learned from my brit and they have no clue what I'm talking about 6)I'm going on vacation at last on August 28th and I think I get to skip a bit of the beginning of school for it! 7) you are a wanker x] Anyway, now I'm listening to Numb which is awsome too. Oh, I'm beggin my dad now to finally get ot the things I need to get done like hanging up my papern latern in my room again after it fell down while I was having a dance/air guitar session with Lindsay. =P That and getting my scanner up and scanning my newly-finished picture I drew and uploading my new pics with my digicam. Lol, you gotta see the sketch I did. It started as a charcoal pic of Orlando Bloom but I can't seem to get his cheekbones without making it look pencil-y so I made 'Johnny Bloom!' ITS FUCKING AWSOME!!!!!!! He's got Orlando's hair and eyes and nose but his jawline and cheeks and lips are Johnny's! It's scary but totally awsome and completely smarmy!!! <3 I would have put in Jake's adorable mole to make it all three hottest guys but the mustache is covering it and anything else Jake-related I could add I'd have to redo something on his face which I don't wanna do as this will take another halfhour. =P But it's awsome, two days later and after using two compressed extra-soft charcoal sticks, a med-thick charcoal pencil, a carbon pencil, a white-charcoal pencil, and a soft vine charcoal stick along with a hard-sketch gray piece of paper I have finished. =) I would have done his whole top part of his shirt too instead of the collar but it's all pinstripes and wrinkled and white so that would take a whole hour to get it not sketchy and smooth and get wrinkled-effect and pinstripe so blah. It still looks great. I'll scan it when I can but I might have to just take a pic cuz I don't know if I can scan it without getting charcoal all over the scanner. =P That's the bad thing, it's very messy. But I hate painting so I want to stick with my chalky-sketches. ^__^ It's cool cuz I did this one at my house instead of at my class studio and didn't get any help so I'm pretty proud of myself. The only thing I would change on it would be I'd edit a little on the eyes which I really don't wanna re-visit and the lips. But oh well, there lies many more a sketches to get to that I can perfection-ize. =) So I'll get that done eventually. OMG! Faint's on!!! I LOVE THE HELL OUTTA THIS SONG!!!!!!!! It's like Toxic with the violins at the beggining and with the fast pace and stuff, ahh! I love it!!! 'I'm a little it on loneliness, a little bit of...' I love it! I was listening to it while playing NeedForSpeed:Underground and it was great cuz it's like perfect racing music. Lovely! Ooh, the painters left yesterday. Teh mill is back up and running again. (my period is gone) I'm so happy cuz I wanna go swimming again, I'm putting my new hot bathingsuit to waste in my dresser!!! I can't wait till I go to Florida, I gotta wear it out so it's faded and cool-looking!!! Or else I'll be some wally tosser. (yay for british lingo!) Anyway, I'm gonna go shake my family jewels now cuz I can't resist moving to this awsome violins fast-paced song! =D Later!>
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| another day of absolute joy |
| 07.07.04 (6:52 pm) [edit] |
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Wow, I'm having so much fun it's like a religious expirience! =D .... -_- Today: I woke up and cooked some bacon, ate it, hung around and was bored, got on and off my forums and the tv and the phone, went to art classes, brought the new hot neighborhood guy a half-eaten basket of old apples I found laying around and decided to befriend him, and then I hung out with Lindsay until her annoying brother called her home and I got stuck on the computer again. My life sucks. The only fun thing I've done all day was the basket/new guy thing. I saw him moving in I don't know how many days before and he was hot so I went to greet him. Same old. But I've decided to not confuse him, I'm gonna try to act normal around him. Oh, by the way, I broke up with Ben if you've only been reading this and not my forums. Yeah, we were together but our realtionship was screwed down to the stick and everything was so messed up so we just threw out the old trash and just friends. Before we were friends that were going to get back together but pretended not to as a joke to tempt each other but now we're just plain friends with no future planned for 'us'. It's okay, he didn't really do anything for me, it's was like old uninteresing news. And now I'm single! Yay! I can go out and flirt and not worry about stupid Ben and staying true to him! =D But I made myself promise to not go out and get wastedly crazy or anything like I might do as celebration, lol. So I can't go out and make out with random guys with Dom hair at Cedar Point again and I'm only confusing guys minimally. And I won't tempt guys who ask me out and I refuse and all that stuff and try not to act like a complete slut. Which I am not. But I just act like it somtimes. Kill me, I hate getting caught in the moment. But I can't keep this whole good girl thing up for long cuz before I know it I'm prolly gonna promise myself to lifelone chastity and become a nun or something. Hello, I'm a 13 year old girl who owns mini-skirts, I can have a little fun before I die right? A short and merry life. Well, my plans for tomorrow are to get on my bike and fake injury in front of the new guys home and ask him if I can borrow an ice pack or something and check out his house. =P But like I said, I don't think I'll date him, nothing strikes me as him being dateable for some reason. Like I said about Ben, nothing about him does anything for me. Not that he's hot, he's really hot. He's got this moppish dark brown hair that's kinda streaky-blonde from the sun he says that is completely smexy and he's got really bright blue eyes. If you look at them long enough I bet, you'll start to see waves and a dolphin will jump out. Or a sailboat will go by. They're that clear. And he's pretty tan and showed up at his door in these red-patterned boxers and a faded tee so he's got style. ;) He's totally smarmy but he doesn't have some dateable glow. Oh well. So I'm gonna become his girl buddy who hangs out his house during the summer weather he likes it or not cuz I don't really wanna talk to Ben and everyone else like Logan or the other Ben are on vacation or something so I can't hang with them and I'm defintly not resorting to hang out with my neighbor Jeremy who's the definition of garden gnome. Ew. So maybe I can get him to like me which it already seems he does as he stared at me as I left through the window ad i can hang with him when Lindsay's not there. I gotta or I'm gonna die of boredom this summer. At least until August when I can go to Florida and have a fling with some cute guy at the beach who doesn't wear underwear under his bathingsuit. =P So I'm gonna visit him and then I might go to the theatre for this dare IRD gave me. Lindsay said she might come with me but she's gotta make a shirt too and I doubt she'll go through with it or even be home. Well, gotta go, I have an unread message and the little flashin green dot is gonna make my eyes bleed. Later!
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| Intense |
| 07.01.04 (8:00 pm) [edit] |
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Good, this is why I made this blog in the first place. So in case everyone is sick of hearing about my dad and junk at the forums I can complain about my so-called-terrible life here. My life is probable normal anyway. I'm just a drama queen. I hate this. God, I'm restless in my chair, I need to get out and go somewhere! I got Liz Phair going on Media Player and nothing to do. 11:47: the rents are at a concert for Jimmy Buffett. Right. X.x I'm glad, my dad's face was starting to sicken me. I won't even tell you the story. he's just becoming a disgusting fake anger managment case who gives no respect and isn't recieving any I can tell you. He makes me take down a happy bunny poster that says, 'it's all about me, deal with it' cuz he says it's affecting my view! GOD, it's not like I'm worshipping it!!! It's not like Happy Bunny's my new religion! You don't see me taking off any earrings made of gold, melting them to form a happy bunny statue and worshipping it while God is out on that mountain do you?! And so I take it off the outside of my door and into my room on the wall. No harm right? "GET THAT DAMN POSTER OFF YOUR WALL NOW!!!" I take it off, write messages on it inviting me dad to do something unnatural to himself, and stick it on his door. Yay. Grounded for a week. Plus my dad's face is probably permantly red now. Good. I kicked him in the leg yesterday and he's all, "My leg still hurts. Thanks a lot. You're grounded but I don't know for how long until I can discuss it with your mother. I'm doing this cuz I'm probably too retarded to decide on my own. Excuse me while I cry my eyes out in my all my self-pity of this hell I call my life. What's cheaper: anti-depressants or a gun?" and I tell him "Too bad. Suck on it. Fuck you" and that didn't improve my situation. Wow, I'm having so much fun it's like a religious expirience. -_- Basically, my life's been a living hell and no one's around like friends for me to jump out of my window and go to. Except Ben but I don't feel like bugging him to sleep over at his house since we're suppose to be 'friends' now. Ha, that's gonna last. But for now, 'friends' don't share a bed. T's not right. Blah. So I'm stuck here at now 12 and I'm bored and restless and I wanna get my adrenaline going like running around my house at midnight. Sounds fun. I'm sooooo bored. I wanna see The Day After Tomorrow. I just discovered Jake Gyllenhaal. Yeah. You should see my desktop. You were be surprised and disturbed at teh same time. He is now #2 on my list followed by Johnny Depp and below Orlando Bloom. How did he beat out the ever-sexy Johnny? Well, first of all, Johnny's now 40. Doesn't that disturb in the least of any way? And plus, have you seen Jake's little mole above his top lip? That's why. He's absolutely 100% adorable!!!!!!!!! He's even got a cuter smile than Orlando! I can't believe I said that. But it's true. Still, Orlando's got the sexiest smarmiest smexy face alive but Jake's little smile, you can't beat it. Adorable. And his lips! And hair! So smexy. Oh, but Orlando's hair is still #1. And Johnny's lips are #1. and Jake's little smile is #1. And his adorable mole. I wonder if it's real or if it was put there to make him look extra smexy. If it was, it's working. He's totally drool-able. It's like that fanlisting- Jake: fuckable. Yum. =P God, my fat stupid hamster next to me in his cage is climbing it's damn waterbottle! It hangs on to it while it bangs against the side and when he gets to the top the slgihtest noise scares him and he falls off and lies in shock for maybe 3 seconds then gets up and runs around like he's on speed. This hamster is dysfuntional. Sure, cute, just messed up. And my sadistic fish with a severe case of overbite. He's even worse. His entertainment of the day: build a bubble nest out of fish farts. It's strange: they don't pop. O.o I find this disturbing. Very. Maybe it's normal?.....nah. Oh well, I'm getting very bored and the sucky acting of the movie going on in the other room is going to make me barf. Must...see.....POTC. I'm gonna go. I think I should eat something for once today before I delcare myself anorexic. Later.
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| A change of the winds |
| 06.28.04 (2:03 pm) [edit] |
I think I just about turned the ocean, let alone the tide about this whole Ben thing. Read:
http://s3.invisionfree.com/Elucity_Boards/index.php?showtopic=735" title="http://s3.invisionfree.com/Elucity_Boards/index.php?showtopic=735" target="_blank"http://s3.invisionfree.com/El...
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| Ugh... |
| 06.18.04 (3:30 pm) [edit] |
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Ugh, I'm still feeling like shit a bit today. I'm getting over it more, but I still am moping around some. I got out for a while to trudge along to the doctors with my brother. I needed to get out for some point. And then I went to the library to pick out some books and got this book called The Earth, My Butt, And Other Big Round Things which is about some teen girl who deals with being fat so I hope this will cheer me up. I only got to like, pg 50 so I don't know too much yet but it seems her life really sucks. She has a ton of limits dealing with having a bf and stuff cuz she's fat. :( I wouldn't know much about this seeing as how I never had to deal with being fat and hope I never do but her life practically revolves around it. :? Anyway tho, so I took a morning hour to listen to angry music and sob about how my life sucks and weep in dispair with all my depression and I'm rambling on and hating Ben and stuff but now I'm okay. I just ocasionally scream into my pillow now. :D I'm so bored. My parents left for the grocery store so I'm stuck here with my fing little brother who needs to die slowly and it sucks. I think I'm gonna go barf into my recently good friend Mr. Porcelain Express for a while somemore now thinking about how I wasted my miserable life with Ben. And then regretting everything I did with him when I was at Ashleys in PA. I should have drowned him in that shower that day. :twisted: Oh well, life sucks then you die. Later.
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| A turn of the tide |
| 06.17.04 (10:45 am) [edit] |
http://s3.invisionfree.com/Elucity_Boards/index.php?showtopic=721&st=0
Read this cuz I don't wanna repeat it. It just happened to me and even tho you don't know me as well as my Elucity friends please understand. I need to die.
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| New look |
| 06.17.04 (4:52 am) [edit] |
So tired. It's like, 8 something here in the morning. I couldn't sleep. -__- I tried to read but my feet got all sweaty under teh covers so I came downstairs and finished my book and got on here to change the colors and stuff. Oh yeah, that's what I was gonna write about. Woo, now it's brown. -__- Too bad you can't fix that hideous brown banner above unless you pay for an account. :x I don't think I'm gonna use one of those provided either, they're so glitchy looking. O.o But I did add that adorably sexy banner of the gorgeous Orlando Bloom to the right, like as another collum. I made it myself in PS7, isn't it delicious? :D It shall have to do instead of the other banner. Blah. This layout really really sucks, I need more borders. :P Damn, wait a minute. Okay, I had to answer the phone. This gay soliciter has been calling all day so I just got to the point of picking up the phone and screaming unnatural words into it and hanging up. :D All's well. Well, no, not really. As you know, well, acually you don't cuz you don't go to my forums (check the link!!!) I'm depressed. Only 2 more days! My boyfriend went to Florida like, seems like a year ago, and not coming back until this Sunday. He's finally coming back in 2 days tho. I'm going over to his house and throwing a huge welcome back party and then we'll probably make out for 5 hours to make up for lost time. XD Poor Ben, he's probably just as lonely. I can't even call him either cuz he's in some hotel there that I can't get a hold of and he didn't bring a cell phone and he can't access his email since there are no computers. I should just tell him to brake into a library and use theirs. :P I do a lot of braking in. If you know me, you already know about my history of criminalization. :wink: Including stealing money from parents to run away with my boyfriend to Pennsylvania for a week, hitchhiking with a middle-aged trucker, stealing my dad's credit cards, doing lots of things in school that get me detentions, and some more stuff I don't wanna go into, lol. :lol: I just can't keep still, expecially during the summer at night. I get really bored so I climb out my window after my dad goes to sleep and just walk around and think. Like last night, it was really nice out so I just did my usual: climbed out onto my roof ledge, up against the wall until I get to my garage top and jump down onto that, walk to teh edge of that and jump and hang onto our basketball hoop that stands on our driveway, and slide down that and escape. :P Parents never know cuz then I come in through side garage door and into the house that way and if my brother's see me come in there I tell them I was just emptying the trash or looking for potting plant soil or something. They don't care. Well, before I ramble anymore here's my to-do list today if I ever get it down. This will probably become my week's to-do list. :)
-feed the nighbors cat, water their plants, and take in their mail while they're on vacation until next Wednesday
-go see The Day After Tomorrow or Around The World in 80 Days or some movie (I can't catch up on them as much when my bf isn't around. We usually go together)
-pull the weeds outside in the landscaping
-go swimming
-get dressed :P
Yup, exciting life I live isn't it? Well, I'm getting hungry so gotta go. Catch up with you later. :wink:
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| First Blog eva! |
| 06.16.04 (7:18 pm) [edit] |
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Hey all! Just testing. :D Gonna change my scheme cuz as you can see my colors are quite god awful. Truely horrible. Excuse me while I make my blog smarmy. :wink:
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